I'm so very sorry for not writing in here for a long period of time.
There was a switch of connection in the computers, and I'm now using a laptop. Which takes time to get used to.

Long dreary nights pass me by like a melting candle. I have nothing to do; except write and write and write. My mind's being bombarded with ideas lately, and while writing a draft of a short story, I just had to get a fresh page of paper and write my new idea. I get a little mad in a while, but I've learned to handle it.

While I'm not writing stories and ideas, I lie on the bed and think -- I'm bored with the books we have, but I haven't read all of them. Indeed, there're a lot of classics that I haven't read yet; because I'm too lazy, or because I'm still trying to finish this book entitled '101 Things You Didn't Know about Shakespeare'.

Anyway, I've thought of a few things that might interest you.

Many have said that life is unfair. All right, look at the big picture, it is unfair. But look at it logically; we always disagree with things. When the wheel of life's on the downside part for us, we complain, and say it isn't fair. But when the wheel's up, we say life is fair.

The thing is, life is fair. And it's not unfair to begin with. We only think it's unfair when we disagree with what life had presented to us at the moment. Doesn't it make sense?

But there are times that I can't help but say that it is really unfair. like the old blog post I just deleted -- if you're lucky to read it, then you'd know. I was fed up, I was having an episode then, and I cursed at life and God. When my mood was better, I deleted it, feeling slightly ashamed of myself for ranting in public, feeling like a child, when all I could've done was take a deep breath and start counting my blessings; I am far fortunate than most people out there. When I wrote that entry, I was convinced that Life is Unfair.
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The 'You can't choose your relatives' saying holds true for me. Maybe it's just individuality, but too much of it that it sets you both apart? That the difference is already glaring? And when you make a name for yourself, people would expect your whole family's going to be like you, when your difference is exactly the opposite.

A virtual friend of mine, Dylan, complains having the issue. He's smart, talented and handsome. He's a gifted child. But apparently he's the only one with the brains in his family, and he admits to be ashamed when he introduces them to his friends/colleagues. What can we do? We can't choose them. We have to accept the rotten parts, too. After all, they're still family. Guess this is where the word 'imperfect' comes in. :)
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Adam Lambert lost the American Idol! I'm quite at loss. People were shocked too, even Kris was shocked! Speechless, even. I'm happy for Kris Allen, guess he needs it for his career, but Adam's just the bomb. He's it. He'll take the world by this great great storm. -fantasizes-

All right, enough of the fan-girl moment.
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I have to end it here. I'm getting quite addicted to this game called Chocolatier (pardon for sounding like a real kid; haven't played these kind of games for ages).

I just hope you weren't bored as much as I was. It's infuriating.
Hope you had a better week than I did. :)